I wish I could find something to do that I love. Something that would help out the bottom line of our household income. Something that would make me happy regardless of the bottom line.

I spend so much time doing for others and what others ask of me that I am not happy.

My house is a shambles, between the elementary school and cub scouts there are at least 6 areas I volunteer in. All of course requires a certain amount of hours to put in. I can't say no to friends and neighbors either. I don't mind helping, I just don't want to put in the amount of time I have been.

It has taken 3 weeks for me to knit a pair of socks for my grandmother. It should have only taken a week. We are living out of laundry baskets. Clean ones of course. My house is so small

Can you tell I am a little miffed? I spent 6 hours listing things on eBay today for a friend of mine. and I am loosing money over what she will pay me. that is one of the people I did not say no to. I sounded simple enough and profitable. But the few things I have sold have cost me money. I list stuff for myself almost once a week. But 6 hours on a Sunday (cause that is the day she wants it done) and I spent no time with my family.

I am crabby right now. Sorry everyone.