Tuesday, December 20, 2011

You tell me

I don't want to buy presents (except for the kids). 
I don't want to do laundry, dishes, any domestic thing.
I do want to sleep, just lay in bed all day.
I don't have energy or desire, I want someone else to do it all.

I do spend most of my time driving all 3 kids (our 2 and the bonus 1)
I do go to the grocery store A LOT.  These kids eat everything and like nothing of what I cook.
I feel like I can't do much of anything but wait for a child to need to be chauffeured or something done for them. (even those that aren't ours)

I don't get excited about starting a new crafty project anymore
I don't want to sort any of it and purge what I don't need or want
I don't have motivation for anything, but one thing that that is not an option (snicker).

I don't feel depressed, or sad (this does not include my separation from my love, I am always sad about that)
I feel greatly unappreciated and undervalued and not desired.
But no I don't feel depressed (believe me I know what that feels like!)

But again, I feel tired and just want to sleep or lay around.

Thoughts?

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