Life needs to sleep

Life needs to sleep,

Seems I have vertigo now.  I had to go to urgent care early in the week.  I was so dizzy I could not stand.  I just rolled over in bed and the room started spinning.

I was almost turned away because the estranged husband did not pay up on the hospital bills from over a year ago.  I take that as proof of not caring and selfishness.  I could complain about my broken heart and feelings of being his trash that needs to go out to the dump but you have already heard that.

I go back next week to my regular doctor.  I am still dizzy and feel like I am walking in a fun house with the moving walls and floors all the time. Sucks really. I am going to tell him I want an MRI to make sure I don't have a brain tumor - no I don't think I have one, I am not a hypochondriac.  Considering  I went in to see him in 2008 for a pimple that would not heal and when it was tested it was found to be cancer, I don't take chances.  Especially after that and the near death/dying surgery in 2013.  So here is something new.

Someone tell my body to stop giving me problems please.  I have 2 children to take care of and I would like to start living my life the way I want to live it too please.  I figure I have another 45 years to live and I want everyday to be the best.