My dd has been letting me know that she believes me to be an idiot. That I am stupid. That I should be alone because I am stupid and talk and treat my family like crap. That I treat her and her brother like crap.
Not until her father left me did she talk to me like this. Like I am an idiot. Like I do not have control of my own mouth and thoughts. She has called me a bitch, a hoarder. Stupid, lazy, in the way. She has been cruel to me and I sit and take it. Every day she tells me with hatred and anger to shut up and go away. She comes home and tells me about her day and what happened and how she tells people how much of a jerk I am.
What do I do? I sit and take it just like I did from her father, just like I do from my sisters and parents. I listen to the breaking words come out of a child that I gave life to. The anger that comes from her to me is crushing.
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