It has been nuts and I have not handled my own emotions well at all. I have been mean and craby and yelling and making people mad at me. I came to grips with the knowledge that I am not happy with myself and my skin and the way I have been managing myself.
I have found very little joy or good in my life. There has been plenty, I just go right around the good and dig up the crap. Now I have a good neighbor friend not happy with me. And her daughter is not speaking to my daughter, because of me.
I have not been cleaning or clearing out the things we do not need. I keep collecting and it piles higher and higher. Figuratively and truthfully.
I have not been a very good person for the last two months. And until this last Thursday I did not see what I was doing, or not doing, until it was too late.
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