It has been 5 months since I posted.

WOW!

It has been busy. Kids were off school for summer, went back about 8 weeks ago. The volunteer thing is going again at school and scouts. Some days I don't get a chance to breath. If the hubby did not work o.t. we would be in serious trouble. Just keeping our heads up above water now.

He is still not speaking to his biomom. We have had to cancel 3 trips to family so far. Oh, I am complaining now. Not really. I talk like this to put some things into perspective.

I have not written a poem or short story or anything other than a todo list! Went to Archon last weekend and and a really nice time. Went to some panels, put in my two pieces of questions or remarks, and hung out with no one. Disturbed my ex husband by just being there.

I still think that is funny. I still love him, even 16 years after our divorce, but I could never live with him ever again. And very honestly he never excited me or accepted me as his equal or friend like the man I have now. I wish the ex could just get over the past and accept what happened. But you know, maybe he has and simply hates me. Perhaps I need to get over the past.

I will ramble more later.

Loves,