In all our life we change. Anyone that says they have not changed in the littlest of ways is not honest with themselves. Some people say that they have changed so much, but they really have not.
Change is a part of life. But we don't change at the core. If our core is rotten and we know it, we learn to control it or give into it. If our core is good it is possible for the core to be infected by what happens to us and it rots a little.
What is your core?
We do go through changes though.
Every person has a choice, or 2 or 20:
Refuse to work with the change
Refuse to see the change coming/happening
Fight the change that can do them good, even though it feels the worst thing in the world.
Oh, I could go on and on, but, you know the speech.
For me, here is what is different, not change, but different;
I spend more time alone than with people.
I enjoy company but I am not a huge conversationalist anymore.
I have great trust issues when it comes to others in my life, or to do work on my house.
I enjoy my quiet time.
Only sometimes does it bother me that I eat alone, either at home or out at a restaurant.
I am so very tired of making time for others when 90% of the time the don't make time for me. So, I have a problem accepting the few invitations I get.
I show the confidence I have in myself now, instead of hiding it.
I have little patience with people that think I am still wounded from my past and like to remind me about it. Screw you!
I am so very proud of my seen and unseen scars. They are my warrior marks!
I continue to admit my mistakes but I am less likely to forgive someone. (see above trust problems).
So, what have you come to find that is different with you?
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