A list

Loud work place
Abuse to teachers by kids
Bruising on me from them
Non Social now
Don't like this at all
Love teaching
behavior so bad can't teach
parents blame teachers
kids come to school with the anger
no respect for themselves or adults
I don't socialize
need two days of quiet to go back
want to teach
want to meet good people
scared to live now
dying to live now
crying on the inside for comfort
too depressed to grocery shop
too hungry not too
don't wear makeup anymore
don't look pretty
want to look nice
cancer check next week
two cancers to check on
could be good could be bad
won't know
tears from stress and fear
comfortable at home
lonely at home
still can't travel
scraping by on my money
going to get less money
bills don't change
I've died a few times
why am I still here?
I will go to sleep tonight
I will wake up tomorrow
Nothing is too good
Nothing is greatly bad
Could give up
Can't give up
Going on
Going forward