Belonging

I find a need to find and identity because I don't think I have one.  I have never felt like a complete whole individual because I don't KNOW where I came from or to where I am going.  I don't know if I was born with this feeling and brought it with me from the other side of spirituality or if it is because of a lack of identity I felt as a child.

I felt invisible, that I did not matter and did not belong.  That everyone that I knew could do well enough without me if I left or that if I was never born it would have been just as good and even better for them and the world. I could not identify and my parents child nor as the sister to my sisters.

I am a very sensitive person, always have been.