Feelings no more

Feelings No More
by asw61


The world gets smaller.
Every moment.
Smaller and I am unnoticed by so many and lied to by just as many.
Support is selective and not by me.
Closure of the walls.
Closure of the above and below.

Answer to so many.
So many want more.
Do this not that.
Wrong they tell me.
Do what I say not what another does.

Turn off love.
Turn off falling in love ever again.
Keep safe by killing feeling.
Close off to all the world.

Feel nothing and cry no more.
Cry no more for there is no more.
Follow direction and think no more.
Make everyone happy for because I don't matter.

Create nothing you love.
Create nothing for love.
Creativity is not allowed.
Close the brain
Click it off

Friends do not stand by.
Friends they are not, they all said bye.
Lies from them then and now.
Lies to manipulate me.

Few I let in
They have asked to come in
Still they are less than one hand to count
Trust completely I will not.

I live in Purgatory
I live in loss
I live in loneliness
I live without trust of others

My living makes no matter to any
My living is for their entertainment
My living is in their way
My existence is there but not for them

Lies and loss
Loss and limbo
Limbo and demands

I will if I can turn off all my love for all
I will go from you
I will not exist in your life any longer
I will not trust the lairs and deceivers

I am nothing, it has been proven by the actions
So many tell me that nothing to the world is what I am
Nothing to them but a pawn for them I am

Remember me only when convenient to you
Convenient for you I will not be